REviVal...

A nice form of sadness had enveloped my existence...
I was flowing vd d river..vdout ny essence...
too wound up I continue....too tired..I tread...
looking sleepy n weary,,, I ate my soup n bread...
got a phone...but no 1 calls...
too sick..I am of walking d malls....
with a smile...I think of...those days..of disdain n relish..
fast forwarding to burn out....
a thought in slow motion I take...
need to read a good book..on a mountain in d sky..by a lake....
I  close my eyes n think..it's been long since I laughed...
like babies giggling for nothing...
flapping hands in ecstasy...
have no 1 to call a friend is not what i regret...
I  did not look for one too is what i don forget...
slogging on d assembly line..one day i would be old...
feeling bad I was not bold and just did what i was told...
I walked out of my chair into fine thoughts...put myself in gear...
resolved to try on everything...vch  I was yet to dare....
I put on d headphones...switched on d music...
rolled my eyes very fast...feeling thrilled n lucid....
its not about philosophy..bad or good...
it's about waking up,stretching out and pulling back the hood...
for these thoughts,vd folded hands, I thanked the one to revere...
it has dawned on me..it's now or never...pains are not for..forever !!