Srk's movie.."SWADESH" catharsis many emotions....flooded many minds...but d ques arises in my mind is...'for how long' ??how long a movie...or a speech..or a article.. inspires...our extreme emotions...or 4 hw long...we felt dat 'josh' in our krantikari nerves....????
m inditing ds thngs...bcz... m flng quite portent...2day...n ofcourse il describe u .. how...sooooooo...... i ws hvng my brunch... eating..my usual stuff...a bread..vd a garama garam cup of tea...my newspaper accompanying me .. (sometimes u can consider your newspaper as a butter.. if ..ur on diet...) n suddenly i cm across a news in chandigarh bhaskar..( as...i strt hating times n tribune nw..after my repudiation ;p ) dat 2 ordinary men Mr.DHYAN SINGH n JOGINDER SINGH... ( nw they r d real heroes of their swadesh) 4m JAMMU ( KISHTWAD ) ... got inspired by srk's heroic act in swadesh...n dey actualy implemented dat strategy of generating electricity 4m hydro power in Kishtwad District...I mn mahn...!!! they seriouslly proved this thing...dat d real leader has no need 2 lead...he is content 2 point d way.....i think its ol about...those little drops of water..makes d ocean...or d little grains of sand dat makes d land......
I mentioned portent because..nw am flng a new jordan inside me...u guys remember janardan jhakad of rockstar vahi wala.... ;) :P...being a electrical engineer ( or i shld mention a berojgar engineer ) wht m doing...m writing a blog..dreaming high...(vdout giving in..)or simply seating in frnt of another idiot box..considering myself a intelligent human being or actually... making myself a fool by draining my knowledge my skills..in d flow of air...n emotions...or compititions....
i hv cm a long way....
to a distant place far far away..........4m where i used to live n 4m what i used to do...
life is a rosy dream...
happiness n joy aplenty....
everything dat i wnted....
everything is as i had hoped for....
everything is as i had longed for......
everything is except 4 d turmoil....
dat plagues me inside every day....
dat plagues me inside every day....
I sleep... i smile... i laugh, i play, i eat n i live
in a constant state of fear.... a fear that i did not ask for....
in a constant state of fear.... a fear that i did not ask for....
n one dat i did not longed for....
killing me 4m inside....
silently screaming 4 it 2 stop....
i am devoured by my own inner self......
day in and day out....
haunting n taunting me.....
time and time again..... they run helter and skelter
in d deep recess of my mind......
time and time again..... they run helter and skelter
in d deep recess of my mind......
it’s just a state of mind......
i tell myself
hoping to erase these thoughts....
of fear dat hinges on the edge of my happiness.....
hoping to erase these thoughts....
of fear dat hinges on the edge of my happiness.....
trapped inside my own mind.....
eclipsed by my fear.....
tears weep without a choice
hoping to vanquish ds struggle within...
hoping to vanquish ds struggle within...
bas to dosto.... m ready in my new jordan avatar...it doesnt mean dat il strt shouting sadda hak ithe rakh... lalellla or i l strt wearing dat long jackets but il try to inherit dat passion...dat josh...( but nt dat dard...)
